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Tammy Doesn't Listen to the Clock Anymore
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By Julie Rae Rickard
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Tortured by dreams of what was and what has to be
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She sits silently
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In her quiet room waiting patiently
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For destiny to play out whatever game it chooses
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But when it wins she knows she loses
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All is not as it seems
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When you are living it all in a dream
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For reality and fantasy become tangled
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While your mind slowly becomes mangled
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Until even the ticking of the clock is music to your ears
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Tammy doesn't listen to the clock anymore
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It's song is too sad
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And she knows she's been bad
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Tammy doesn't listen to the clock anymore
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For when it strikes three
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There'll be no room you see
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For her life
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When you see beyond tomorrow no one listens to your words
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When you see what others can't they don't care about your world
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But in a place where no one goes
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With people no one knows
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She is what she was meant to be
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And if no one else can see her
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That will be all right
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She can find tomorrow even without the light
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Delicately the clock strikes two
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But Tammy doesn't listen to the clock anymore
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Its song is too sad
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And she knows she's been bad
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Tammy doesn't listen to the clock anymore
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For when it strikes three
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There'll be no room you see
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For her life
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While dancing in her head and sleeping on the floor
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Tammy know what she came here for
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With no one here to comfort or care
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She does what others wouldn't dare
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She reaches out to touch her life
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This life she loved but never knew
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Means more to her than me or you
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With a gentle motion she thrusts the knife
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Ending quickly her "real life"
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While in the corner the clock ticks
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Ticks away with meaningless time
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Until at three it begins to chime
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But Tammy doesn't listen to the clock anymore
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Its song is too sad
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And she knows she's been had
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Tammy doesn't listen to the clock anymore
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But when it struck three
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She was totally free
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And alive
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Ó1983, Julie Rae Rickard
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Tree of life
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By Julie Rae Rickard
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Tree of me
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Tree of life
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Tree I see
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Tree-symbol of my strife
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Which branch do I take
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On which branch should I travel
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Forward on, forward back
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Slowly or quickly
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Up or down
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Left or right
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Direction has no meaning
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When one is on a branch
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For no matter which way is chosen
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The tree is still the same
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Ó1988, Julie Rae Rickard
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