Poetry
By Julie Rae Rickard


Tammy Doesn't Listen to the Clock Anymore
By Julie Rae Rickard

Tortured by dreams of what was and what has to be
She sits silently
In her quiet room waiting patiently
For destiny to play out whatever game it chooses
But when it wins she knows she loses

All is not as it seems
When you are living it all in a dream
For reality and fantasy become tangled
While your mind slowly becomes mangled
Until even the ticking of the clock is music to your ears

Tammy doesn't listen to the clock anymore
It's song is too sad
And she knows she's been bad
Tammy doesn't listen to the clock anymore
For when it strikes three
There'll be no room you see
For her life

When you see beyond tomorrow no one listens to your words
When you see what others can't they don't care about your world
But in a place where no one goes
With people no one knows
She is what she was meant to be
And if no one else can see her
That will be all right
She can find tomorrow even without the light

Delicately the clock strikes two

But Tammy doesn't listen to the clock anymore
Its song is too sad
And she knows she's been bad
Tammy doesn't listen to the clock anymore
For when it strikes three
There'll be no room you see
For her life

While dancing in her head and sleeping on the floor
Tammy know what she came here for
With no one here to comfort or care
She does what others wouldn't dare
She reaches out to touch her life
This life she loved but never knew
Means more to her than me or you

With a gentle motion she thrusts the knife
Ending quickly her "real life"
While in the corner the clock ticks
Ticks away with meaningless time
Until at three it begins to chime

But Tammy doesn't listen to the clock anymore
Its song is too sad
And she knows she's been had
Tammy doesn't listen to the clock anymore
But when it struck three
She was totally free
And alive

Ó1983, Julie Rae Rickard

Tree of life
By Julie Rae Rickard


Tree of me
Tree of life
Tree I see
Tree-symbol of my strife
Which branch do I take
On which branch should I travel
Forward on, forward back
Slowly or quickly
Up or down
Left or right
Direction has no meaning
When one is on a branch
For no matter which way is chosen
The tree is still the same

Ó1988, Julie Rae Rickard

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